ARGH…I cant go to the Homecoming Dinner cause I have forensic science lecture., tot maybe I can go. Sad. haiz. haha~
Anyway, here’s wishing TJ a happy anniversary..before hand. haha~ And, I love this school hell lot, this school gives me good friends and get me into the CCA that I love so much with people in the CCAs who rocks very much. I love them man. My tutors are so nice.:)
I am glad that I am in TJC!
They came my school
Haha! Ben, zhen Rong, Dawn Yeoh and Kym Ng came my school to flim the Hey! Gorgeous. ahha~ So fun. But sickening. Both Jia Fen and I were filmed by them! Oh no! We were both sitting at the bus stop opposite the central library. Then, Zhen Rong sat next to me and Dawn Yeoh sat next to Jia Fen, we were on air! ARGH! Then Zhen Rong asked me,(about Jia Fen), "Anyone says she is pretty before?" " Is there alot of guys after her?". Haha~ I merely answered "Yes, alot". Then Zhen Rong asked Dawn Yeoh and Dawn says" Okay lah…her complexion is good". Dotz~ haha~ Seriously, it is so scary when they sat BESIDE us. Damn! But Dawn Yeoh looks not pretty in real person, very saddening, when she is so sweet kind. And, her complexion is quite poor when seen closely. It was full of pimples but covered with lots and lots of layer of foundation. Overall, I think she looks better on TV, esp the bao jia wei guo, whereby she is sweet. But, she is DAMN tall! Woohoo!
Anyway, it is insulting that zhen rong never say I am pretty! Hmmp…but aim at Jia Fen. Sigh. It is a sad life man. hahah~
But those chosen to represent NUS is not bad, the guy Kenneth is quite good-looking and the girls are very very pretty. Good choice! But, out of the 6 chosen, NONE of them are from science! But this year science freshies got a lot of mei nus lehx..ARGH. And, I should nominate Jia Fen inside,hahahha~
1 yr anniversary is coming soon of he leaving us. My mom cried again cause’ my aunt kept thinking about it over the phone.
In the past, when watching movies about people going away, I never really feel very very sad. Actually, in real life, experiencing it is even more painful. It is worsen by the fact that it was so abrupt and young and unexpected, without any explanation.
They say that time will heal all things, but I beg to differ, time will not heal things. Cause’, no matter how long time is, it will always carve in our heart, the lump in our throat rising, and the ever-wish that all these were just purely a nightmare. When we all woke up, he would be standing there, smiling and waving to us.
I wish. 
