Mess still linger around
I hate the mess that still left unclean from 2006. I hate 2006 but it seems that the mess in 2006 are still left in 2007.
I was in screaming session with my mom as she was realli irritating me. I dunnoe wat’s gets into me, just feel veri angry. Probably that I kinda regret taking up MOE scholarship. First ting, I am worried abt being a teacher, because I realli dunnoe whether am I suitable to be one. Somehow, I feel that I would regret my choice but I realli dunnoe know. Especially it sucks that a biotechnology company is interested to groom me to become the manager ofthe company once I graduated from NUS. The feeling sucks that u wan someting so much but u cant get wat u wan. Maybe that’s my life?
I know, everyone saes that my blog is veri depressing after reading. I agree. I am depressed. I just dun understand why am I so depressed.
Somehow everyting just sucks to me, relationship surely sucks too. I dun wan to elaborate. Just wish he would be more understanding.
It’s like everydae wake up to find excuses to get out of my bloodly depression. Am I realli depressed? I dunnoe.
Anyway, Nat gave me a book " Why is life so unfair?" , rather enlightening despite that I am free-thinker.
I guess, the reason why I am so depressed probably is that I dunnoe what I realli in life? Realli, what do I wan?
PS: sorrie guys, my blog is still so depressing. I TRY to make it happier kk? 
Meanwhile, take care guys!
