Guten Tag! :)

Have a super bad and weird day today esp in the morning. Well, not exactly bad the whole day, just in the morning. I was late for German today AND worst of all, I MISSED THE FIRST LECT which was supposed to be last week. I tink Aiting must be super pissed with me, for late and missing first lect. haiz..

anyway, German sucks. I have no idea wat the teacher is toking abt. She is like babbling tings that puzzled me so so much. Throughout the whole class, I was in sweat and PETRIFIED. Esp when she called me to answer the question : Woher kommen Sie? Meaning where do u come from. And, I say " shit" veri loudly. I tink my face turned super super red. Freak.

Luckily, the guy next to me helped me out and whispered to me" Ich kommen aus Singapura". Worse, I tot the "kommen" is ",". Until after when I go back and read, then I realised tat.

Time seems to pass super fast when u are super petrified. Surprisingly. Yeah. I hate language! I hate the bloodly pronounciation! I cant even do well in english and chinese, and now another foreign lang. Dropping this module was wat went through my mind the whole whole time. Yeah. haha~ But, in the end, I decided to give it a try lohz. Hopefully German would NOT pull me down. Otherwise, I would SCREW the teacher. haha~ Oops..

Yeah. Afternoon, I was on my way to subway and I met N, who was already working. I was so damn damn shocked. yeah. Such fate. Poor fate. And I realised that he was working at biopolis now. Yup. But came back to NUS to hand in his Masters thesis. He treated me to subway. haha~ Of course lah, his pay so super high. Damn him…but poor ting lah, need to pay for his condo and car, so in the end, he told me he left with a little bit of cash onli. So sad. His pay is already so high and he is left with so little cash, then I tink next time I would be begging on the streets with no home. haha~ Maybe it is realli good to work overseas..:P

super weird day ends with my dinner. Not weird lah. But veri lonely. I am already starting to imagine my dinner to taste like home-cooked dinner. haha. My mom is the best cook in the world,realli nth taste like home-cooked meals. Even the water too! I miss the water at home. I dunnoe why, the water here tastes like shit. Toking abt shit, there is alot of lizards shit in my room but I dun understand where does the DAMN lizards come from. Freak me out man.

Anyway, the CORS system sucks sia. I bidded the stats and GEK tutorial with aiting, and she didnt get the same slot as me. For maths, I bidded the same with charlotte, in the end, she also didnt get the DAMN slots. Damn them man. And even JF cant get the STats slot. So angry man. Screw them. Stupid CORS.

Yup. I am going bonkers trying to solve the homogenous linear equation with the non-trivial solutions. Feel like screaming. DAMN.

yeah. There’s goes my complain entry again. haha~ Complain is my motto. Feeling sorry is typical of xj. Yeah. Take care everyone who reads my blog, and pls dun feel depressed again when u read my blog. hahahha~

PS: Today is wed, and tml is thursdae! Weekend is coming!!!!!!!!1

Haha~ Life is boring now la. Bidding for modules and balloting for tutorials sucks. My timetable before the labs and tutorials were damn nice, after the addition, it becomes horror! ARGH…anyway, maths is getting real tough now. As usual, I am going to S/U it. haha~ in other words, I will S/U 2 modules this sem! haha! So, onli 3 modules will be counted in my CAPs. hahahhaha…

New year coming soon! I cant wait..I love the goodies and new clothes, new shoes…

Btw, the waffle shop at PGP is SUPER NICE. hahha~

I wan to see the sea out from my window. Move away cranes damn u.

Screw NUS CORS system again. They sae my gek lab clash with my tutorial when it is alt days! USE UR BRAIN man..so angry. hahhahah…

Tat’s all for now. Time passes damn slowly. Wish tat todae is saturdae BUT it is onli tuesdae. Boohoohoo…

I wish I can see the beautiful blue sea from my window.

I watched this movie on saturday. This movie is realli depressing if u understand what the director is trying to say, which I tink some people dun unless u are a freak like me who tinks alot. when I left the cinema, mani pple behind me were saeing that the movie has no theme and no link, which in my opinion is NOT true.

The movie is in spanish so the onli way to understand the movie is to read the english subtittles. The directing is superior, the scene all looked real. Even the part when the doctor cut the man’s leg looked so real and the monster that eats children. He has no eyes and the blood looks super real that it realli freaks me out alot alot.

Nevertheless, let me give u a synopsis of the movie: This movie is about a girl named Ofelia who with her mother moved in with her new dad who was a officer. Her "step father" was cruel. Etc. Anyway, the story takes place during civil war whereby her father wanted to eliminate the opposition.

Blah blah blah..haha~ I shant spoilt the story for those who wants to watch. Anyway, the story lies between reality and fairy tales.

As we all noe that fairy tales do not occur in reality, so the director is trying to tell us that fairy tales and reality can never mix. Yeah~ It’s sad. I tink mani pple, or onli me loves fairy tales stories, like a beautiful princess meets a handsome prince etc. But, tat never happens in real life. Because, fairy tales are always beautiful with beautiful endings, but reality is never with real beautiful endings, but cruel like war. We cant deny that. sigh..:(

anyway, the show is realli good. Though it is very disguisting. Makes me feel veri sick. but the storyline is super good! 3 thumbs up!

I have lived long enuff which is not even 1 day at PGP in NUS and I hate the place so much. If I am not studying in NUS, PGP would be the last place I would stay in cause’ it sucks so much.

The day when I checked in, the system was down, so it took me 3 hrs just to check in to get my stupid key.

Worse to worse, my room sucks. Full of moulds and the funniest ting is that the bunch of keys which contain the key to my cabinet doesnt even fit at all! Stupid! The room was so dirty. The sink was stuck with some black stuff. Luckily my dad helped me cleared that otherwise, I would have fainted.

There is onli one stupid wall light at the bed yet the check list saes there are 2! Wat the hell loh.. the door knob was shaky.

I was also locked outside my gate cause’ it was stuck. The lift needs a stupid transporter to operate which I can onli used for one lift. The other lift is unable to read my transporter. Stupid. In the end, since I have called the management so mani times, I ended up, just to hope for the lift that is able to read my transporter to come. Otherwise, I am so damn damn stuck.

Grrr…Lizard shit also covered the damn damn floor.

There is NO wireless network at all. Otehrwise it is low signal. I AM STILL IN THE CAMPUS.

Worst of all, i give them the checklist telling them the tings I dun have. They DUN CARE.

PGP sucks.

We pay so much yet get this shit. Reminds me of NKF. Dunnoe whether are we extorted.

PS: Sorrie guys, another complain blog again. haha~

Must develop a good figure. Wahaha~ So difficult. esp when I am in singapore , the food paradise. haha~

I hate the mess that still left unclean from 2006. I hate 2006 but it seems that the mess in 2006 are still left in 2007.

I was in screaming session with my mom as she was realli irritating me. I dunnoe wat’s gets into me, just feel veri angry. Probably that I kinda regret taking up MOE scholarship. First ting, I am worried abt being a teacher, because I realli dunnoe whether am I suitable to be one. Somehow, I feel that I would regret my choice but I realli dunnoe know. Especially it sucks that a biotechnology company is interested to groom me to become the manager ofthe company once I graduated from NUS. The feeling sucks that u wan someting so much but u cant get wat u wan. Maybe that’s my life?

I know, everyone saes that my blog is veri depressing after reading. I agree. I am depressed. I just dun understand why am I so depressed.

Somehow everyting just sucks to me, relationship surely sucks too. I dun wan to elaborate. Just wish he would be more understanding.

It’s like everydae wake up to find excuses to get out of my bloodly depression. Am I realli depressed? I dunnoe.

Anyway, Nat gave me a book " Why is life so unfair?" , rather enlightening despite that I am free-thinker.

I guess, the reason why I am so depressed probably is that I dunnoe what I realli in life? Realli, what do I wan?

PS: sorrie guys, my blog is still so depressing. I TRY to make it happier kk? Meanwhile, take care guys!

Haiz. Holidaes ending soon. School starting soon and…I am sick! Sick with block nose, cough and sore throat inflammation. Hate it man..wanted to go the class chalet but sick, cannot go. Hopefully I get to go tonight when I am better. Dunnoe how I got sick..damn it man.

Anyway, the past few days, I went to rebond my hair cause’ my sister is always taunting me tat I looked like a lion mare which is true. Cost me a bomb. But, since it is the new year, fresh start and a new haircut too! woohoo!

Aww..but 2006 alot of tings still left undone in 2007. Damn it..:P