Guten Tag! :)

As 2006 is coming to the end and 2007 is slowly creeping in, i m reflecting on 2006.

2006 is another unforgettable year for me. I understood the meaning of family warmth, family dispute, the loss of loved ones. I could remember us celebrating my dad’s bdae; my mom cooking dinner in western style. It was a fun day. The day actually make me cry cause’ I felt warmth.

Dispute naturally occurred. I had never seen my dad so upset and angry before. My brother fought with him over the usage of computer. I could vividly recall him pointing his index finger at him and asked him to get out. It shows how fragile relationships are.

Of course comes the most traumatizing event of this year; Likai’s death. Till now, no one n our family had recovered from the shock and sorrows. Neither has I. The feeling is realli painful as though u still believe that there is hope that he would come back. Nevertheless, deep down, u know that that is not possible.

2006 is also a year of disappointment. Results etc. Disappointing to me as I had worked very hard. 2006 was also a year full of struggles. Struggles to get used to university life.

Frendship becomes very significant in my life. Without aitng and jiafen, I tink I would have hated Uni life. Thanks guys.

2006 is also the year my sister graduated! My parents’ dream has finally came true! Woohoo!

Hopefully 2007 would be a better year for me. After the rain, let the sun shine high up.

Last night, 2 shops opposite my house lost everything. Their whole shop was burnt down. The cause of the burnt down was still unknown and yet there were already rumours flying about. The scary thing was that no body knows when the fire started and it most probably occurs when I was sleeping soundly.

It reminds me once again that how life is really unpredictable. Yesterday they had everything, today they lost everything. I felt sad for them when I saw the conditions of the shops as firefighters and police wandered around the shops.

Who knows? Tomorrow I may be a Nobel Prize Winner. haha~ As if.:P

The gathering todae was realli fun. Alot of chatting and eating and laughing..:) Sadly, there are some irresponsible pple who pulled out from the gathering last minute. It is veri sad to hear tat. The turnout was not a lot too which is again very sad. Some pple from the PCC did not even turn up for a single CCMCA gathering or event. At least it shows where their true loyalty really lies. Sad.

Kenny saes that CCMCA is going to close down because there is no one to take over.I really dun understand abt that. Haiz. I dunnoe lah. Just veri sad that it is closing down. I love CCMCA. Because the pple there are true and real and not fake. Just as I love drama club. No hypocrites etc. We tok, we laughed and we helped each other a lot. It is through CCMCA that I actually tok so much to the pple there.

Anyway, enuff of this. Gathering roxs and I feel sad that yong ern, geraldine were not there. otherwise, it would be even more fun. Lucky gal geraldine gets to go London. Grr..haha~ Yeah. Anyway, merry christmas everyone.

I am realli realli surprised. Rather shocked. I saw someone frendster as he viewed me called S. And he is actualli dating W. I am like oh my god. It never appears to me that they were together. Such a pretty gal. Sad sad.

Anyway, I didnt noe that another S gal broke out with Y. I am damn shocked and sad too. This world is full of surprises.

I must be super bored. I went shopping ALONE at tampines Mall. Haiz. Bought alot of presents. And spend a lot of money.

I did spring cleaning. Alittle bit lah. Suddenly recalled that my dearest spikes shoes is lying in the room and havent been wore on for like 2 years at least. Suddenly, I feel like going back to the track and start sprintin again. hmm..maybe I will go running. Get my memories back.

Last time when I was on the track, some of my tears actualli came out of my eyes. I am not a good runner I know yet I spend a lot of time training hard on the track. I was slacker initially but I gradually improve.

One training that I would never forget was on Valentine day at VJC’s track. I forgot what happened but I tink I sprained or twisted my ankle. I tink cause’ I was jumping over the hurdles but as u noe, I have no knowledge of the correct way to jump hurdles, I twisted my ankles. haha~ Serve myself right har..esp after doing like 20 sets 100m full sprints I tink. haha~ Yeah~ Then my mom pulled and pushed my ankle and I screamed so loudly. It was damn painful.

Haiz. Fond memories. My spikes shoes go running with me for quitesome time. I love my spikes shoes. *smuack*

Oh right..christmas is coming and I am really getting into the mood of christmas. Lots of parties for me to attend. Look at the christmas tree btw,it is nice right? hehe~ I tink it is super nice. The lights are star-shaped and they are bought at IKEA. IKEA really has very nice tings.

Yuppie! I made double-chocolate cookies. They are supposed to be shapeless I tink. Come out realli BIG! But everyone saes it is delicious! It tastes like the one Famous Amos made. Haha! Except it is too BIG. The cookies are almost finishing I tink. haha~ *Wink. Success!

Merry christmas to everyone in advance!

I tink I am going crazy crazy crazy…help!

Yeah. I noe Christmas is not even here yet, but I tot I should make some new year resolution and hope that I would keep them.

1) Slim down!

2) Every yr on my list. Grow tall! woohoo!

3) Study SMART not HARD. Jiayou XJ

I tink that’s all so far lah.

Family outing at sentosa was realli fun! I decided to stay last minute without my clothes. haha~ Right after the commission parade. haha~ I did a lot of crazy tings..sat on the chair ride, sat the lunge! I love the lunge. It was so damn fun! Like u are driving a car like that. I wished it didnt end so soon. I could do it for a million times again and again. Went to the 4D cinema, it sucks. Cause’ u spend so much yet the effects are so LIMITED and predictable lehx. They sprayed water on u, they wriggled ur leg. haha~ Cute cute cute..:D I love sentosa alot.

I held a snake also! XJ the coward actualli held a snake. Need a bit of probing from Feli and everyone to get me to hold the snake. haha~ It was so damn heavy. Overall, it was realli fun~

I hate the feeling that I am on the edge of the rocks for my results. Last night there was a slip in results. I realli dun wan to noe. I feel tat I have to retake biochem, organic chem and molecular genetics. I am scared. I feel even scared now than my A’level cause’ I am realli on the edge. Some of my frends checked online last night and they all got 3.0 and above. So smart. I wished I am like them. I hope. Haiz. Why am I not smart, pretty at all? My morale is dropping..Please God..