The dreaded dae
Today is the day whereby Likai kor kor is crenated. I didnt sleep well last night at all. So pretty tired now.
Morning started and I saw Likai kor kor sleeping in the coffin. It was totally devastating. I wished he would wake up and tell us that all was just an hoax. But no, he didnt.
We all cried so hard. June, Felicia, ,me and Jia Hui cried our hearts out. It was totally an unexpected death. Anyway, stupid fucking wan bao (sorrie for my words). It said that he died cause’ he committed suicide and was carrying a havesack. HE DID NOT CARRIED A HAVESACK AND HE DID NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. But, no one noes the reason why he died.
As we walked past the coffin for the last look at him, flashes of memories of him just ran through my head. His smile, he kindness, his laughter when we ordered so much for dinner for poi poi’s bdae, him asking my brother to teach him how to make a website, him telling me that he wants to learn how to play guitar. He was the most optimistic and kindness person in the world. I remember that for my A’level, I lost motivation. He called me esp and pushed me hard. He rattled on for 1 hr plus! Encouraging me. He sms me for my results and congratulate me and then asked about my future.
My future. But, where is his future? His future was so unfairly grabbed away. For once, I wished he was like my brothers. totally heck care abt everyting. But, he was not. He was a filial son and a kind-hearted soul.
A few bizzare events occurred during the funeral. It was said that when his body was sent to autospy room, his eye was closed. When he left the room, his eyes were open. Secondly, when his body reached the funeral site, the rain was pouring like mad. Then at the moment when he had been put inside the coffin, there was a clap of loud thunder and lightning flash. When it was placed inside, it stopped raining for a while. Then after when he was in the coffin, the rain poured again. Thirdly, this morning, when his coffin was lifted into the van, a dog nearby was howling with the music. The deceased next to us dun encounter such ting. It is weird.
The crenation process was the saddest of all. When it was pushed in, I cried like mad. It’s is totally terrible. He, just 29 years old, turned 30 next month onli, just go in a night. Within a few moments, the funny, optimistic man was just a pile of ashes.
I am still traumastised by what happened. At least, this event brought the cousins, we closer together.
Dearest Likai Kor kor, hope that u will recarnate and have a better life than u are having now. We missed u and u are deeply missed by all of us. Rest in peace in ur new home.
