Guten Tag! :)

Well done, I had finished all my exams and I know I am finished. Realli. I tink I may need to retake every single papers that I am taking. Not that I never study, I did study but cant make it. Esp Maths. It is the most disappointing paper that I had ever done. I tink I had flunked the papers. haiz…It was all from the tutorials! But I didnt study the tutorial cause I had biochem on the same dae. And biochem, so much for studying so much. In the end, come out those that I didnt study. Bravo.

Word of advice for people who are taking biochem next semester:

When Prof Swami saes how important the reaction is, dun need to study that so hard. Study the rest that he didnt emphasize on.

For people taking Molecular genetics next sem:

Read thru ur notes and study in advice. Learn to write rubbish essay. E.g of a qn is: What is ur comment on cousin marriages on genetic point of view? Sounds easy har..but it is 10 marks! How to find 10 bloodly points.. i can onli tink of one point. And they are so freaking irritating. When u are doing ur exams, they hovered around u and kept looking at ur answers. I hate that. And the MCQs are horrible, all sounds correct and to make things worse, all have the last choice of : No such combinations or such answers. Wahh..cannot guess loh.

CM1121 was as bad also. I hate stereochemistry, but ALL come out stereochemistry. It is an uneven distribution of qns. I hate them.

Haiz, overall, the most satisifying paper is Search for life on other worlds. At least, they all come from the notes and the essay is writable.

I hate NUS and I hate Uni life. I guess, I would retain for this semester. Big deal! Stupid NUS for placing biochem one dae after molecular genetics when these 2 have a lot alot alot to study. sucker…

I m so screwed and I wan to cry.

Alright! One paper is down and that paper was once again horrible. I guess I have t retake CM1121 next sem, retake lohx..no big deal. Retake onli mah..I dun darn care abt grades liaox..

Yup! After my exams, the 1 month holidae! I have so mani tings I wan to do. I wan to redecorate my bedroom for my sis. And, I am going to learn to bake cakes and cookies well, no matter wat. Maybe study abit on cooking. Haha~ Yeah. Weird lehx..

And!! Go out with Wei Na, dan, cj and duck. I cant wait! Plus, we got a class chalet in december. So happi! My exams end on 30 Nov. Yah, dun admire me pple. My exams are packed hor..and I haven study anyting finish, or study anyting yet. All thanks to my beloved CM1121. I love Lesile, he is my "best" frend. Idiot..

Hey guys, thanks for all ur concern too. Ur concern really touched me to heart. When I am down, u are there to help me up. It’s really great to have such frends like u guys.

Let’s put out our last breath in this bloodly exam kk? CHIONG!!!

Today is the day whereby Likai kor kor is crenated. I didnt sleep well last night at all. So pretty tired now.
Morning started and I saw Likai kor kor sleeping in the coffin. It was totally devastating. I wished he would wake up and tell us that all was just an hoax. But no, he didnt.
We all cried so hard. June, Felicia, ,me and Jia Hui cried our hearts out. It was totally an unexpected death. Anyway, stupid fucking wan bao (sorrie for my words). It said that he died cause’ he committed suicide and was carrying a havesack. HE DID NOT CARRIED A HAVESACK AND HE DID NOT COMMIT SUICIDE. But, no one noes the reason why he died.

As we walked past the coffin for the last look at him, flashes of memories of him just ran through my head. His smile, he kindness, his laughter when we ordered so much for dinner for poi poi’s bdae, him asking my brother to teach him how to make a website, him telling me that he wants to learn how to play guitar. He was the most optimistic and kindness person in the world. I remember that for my A’level, I lost motivation. He called me esp and pushed me hard. He rattled on for 1 hr plus! Encouraging me. He sms me for my results and congratulate me and then asked about my future.

My future. But, where is his future? His future was so unfairly grabbed away. For once, I wished he was like my brothers. totally heck care abt everyting. But, he was not. He was a filial son and a kind-hearted soul.

A few bizzare events occurred during the funeral. It was said that when his body was sent to autospy room, his eye was closed. When he left the room, his eyes were open. Secondly, when his body reached the funeral site, the rain was pouring like mad. Then at the moment when he had been put inside the coffin, there was a clap of loud thunder and lightning flash. When it was placed inside, it stopped raining for a while. Then after when he was in the coffin, the rain poured again. Thirdly, this morning, when his coffin was lifted into the van, a dog nearby was howling with the music. The deceased next to us dun encounter such ting. It is weird.

The crenation process was the saddest of all. When it was pushed in, I cried like mad. It’s is totally terrible. He, just 29 years old, turned 30 next month onli, just go in a night. Within a few moments, the funny, optimistic man was just a pile of ashes.

I am still traumastised by what happened. At least, this event brought the cousins, we closer together.

Dearest Likai Kor kor, hope that u will recarnate and have a better life than u are having now. We missed u and u are deeply missed by all of us. Rest in peace in ur new home.

What can I sae? I have totally no mood to study. I am worried. And have cried myself tired. Tomorrow is the dae we send Likai off. I am going to send him off though I realli cant bear to.

Life is realli unpredictable. Anything unexpected can happen. We all are still in shocked. If he had passed away due to illness, at least, we had already braced ourselves ready for it. But, no, he passed away cause’ of an accident. My mom broke down, and I broke down.

At least, I learnt a lesson out of it. Treasure everyone around u. Every single one. Dun make any enemies in life. Life is realli short and unpredictable. At least if one dae someting happened to u, u noe that u had told ur loved ones around u how much u loved them and u have done the tings u wan to do in life. Like this, it may not be tat painful.

I noe tat crying is no use. Wat’s done is done. It’s the past. But, it’s really hard to get over it. The shock, the hope for miracle, hope that everyting was just a dream hang over us. Who would tink that such an unfortunate event would occur? And in such a short time.

Life is really precious. Dun give urselves up just over a small matter such as money. No matter how much money u have in this world, u cant buy life. At least u can buy happiness but definitely not life. Life is wat is given to u by God. Each person is equal with one life. But u control ur own life. God dun control ur life.

All of us hope to turn back the hands of the clock, to prevent such accident. We lived in miracle and devastation. It will probably take us the whole lifetime to try to recover somehow.

None of us slept last night. Neither did I. I am mentally tired but I kept tinking of him in my mind. Pondering how he is now, hoping and praying that he is happy in the other world.

So people, do treasure people around u. Love them with all ur heart. 

Today is my worst dae of my life. My cousin passed away at 6p.m. He fell down the stairs while hanging clothes. I dunnoe wat to sae except that I am veri depressed. Cant study at all.

After my exams, I would dedicate my blog to my beloved cousin and my mentor. We loved u Likai, may u rest in peace.

Yesterday, I had my last biochemistry lecture of the first semester. At the end of the lecture, Prof Swami told us that he wanted to dedicate his last lecture to his father who passed away the night before at 93. The whole LT immediately silenced, then suddenly someone started clapping, then the whole LT clapped. He was a wonderful lecturer. Because for the sake of our lecture, he did not go to India immediately and only left Singapore to India after our lecture. He was very clear in his lecture and his lecture is never boring.

Despite that he was sad about his father’s death, he gave a wonderful and funny lecture as usual. His first lecture was the most wonderful. He told us that we could always go higher and aim higher. He really deserve the Teaching Award of the year,

Prof swami, don’t be sad. :)Hope everything turns out great for u.:)

Nonoono..it aint the bad weather, it is the bad mood everyone is in now. Everyone around me seems to be in really bad mood. So am I. My trip to australia in december is most probably cancelled due to family reasons. Great..What can I b happi about?

At least my presentation is over. Phew..now, only about 14 more days to the start of exams. Great..and I haven have time to start studying. Stupid NUS. Within 4 months and expect us to finish the John Mcmurry organic chemistry textbook. Crazy. Unreasonable. Urghh..watever loh..

haiz..this year has been a disappointing year for me in everyting. Okay okie, I will sum up my year ONLY during december. Yeah.

Anyway guys, dun stressed up kk? Jiayou for ur exams, presentations etc. And to the guys in army lehx..cheer up and 1 year plus will pass veri fast! Yeah! Gogogo everyone!

It is totally disgraceful to see students from RJC dare to make such stupid, selfish comments. So, why did RJC able to get the character-award? So poor ting..haha~ Throw face. I am glad that people are scolding them. So selfish tinking.