Guten Tag! :)

Oh my god.I didnt noe so mani pple were reading my blog. The sweet ting is that they all comforted me and encouraged me. Thank you guys! Anyway, I tink my blog is abit boring hor..everydae complain and complain. Hmm..I wonder should I join the talentquest? I wan to sing in a real competition but I am afraid that I would throw my face like last time. But that time was because I was realli veri nervous. Tok about stage as my life..grrr..

Anyway, to LC, if she is reading my blog, jiayou kk? I cant add a comment in your blog so I add in my blog. I tink u are a veri smart girl, so dun wry man..:)

My relationship is realli on rocks now. Looks like both of us may be straining apart. He wans me to spend time with him during the weekend, but I had been real busy. I dun even have time for myself. He would get upset when I dun go out with him. I kept asking him to understand my schedule then he would reply me that his frends in US and UK uni still have time to go out, would cant I…

My opinion of love is compromise and understanding. I guess…our 4 years near to 5 years relationship may be ending so. I dunnoe wat to sae. I am kinda sad inside so I buried myself in work and singing. Afterall, everyting I see and do remind me of him. Probably we been thru many thick and thin together. In fact, I guess, our obstacles are much tougher than everyone’s relationship.. the long distance relationship, the triangle issue, the mothers issue…What can I sae? I cannot deny that I still love him cause’ he is always there to bring my wishes to reality no matter how hard it is. But, I noe my priorities. Work is still impt. Afterall, we need to work hard for our life.

I speak my mind out and yet, he didnt reply me at all. So, I guess, this is the last core? I dunnoe.

Life is realli getting worse day after day. I have alreadi failed 2 tests out of my 5 tests. Worse of all, I studied so freaking hard for it.

Life is like an ocean with high tide and low tide, and this is my lowest point in life. I know it. Hope I will tide thru this period of time.

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